okaaaaaay, real kwento..

first, saturday.

I was supposed to go to the mall thing the fellas had that day, but I didn't. And it is frustrating. You know why? Because my mom said that we were to go to church last Saturday, at 6 pm. So, obviously, I could not go, because I cannnot miss mass. And then, at 6 pm, My mom said that, we were to go to church the next daY! Heller?, WALA NA AKONG AABUTAN DOON PAG UMALIS PA AKO... haaaaaay.. so yun.

Second, WALL CLIMBING.

IT TOTALLY ROCKED! yek arte. haha.. seriously it was fun! tiring but fun!!! waaaaaaaaaaah...
and may bonus pa! CUTE YUNG ISANG GUY DOON SA POWER UP! he manages the place ata or something, college palang.. wahahaha... joke.. labo...

yun lang...=)

i'm in total shock.

HERE'S MY CONVERSATION WITH K-ANNE TODAY... be prepared!
yada2yeah2 : hoy may balita ako
yada2yeah2 : GUESS WHAT
nyekers : ANONG BALITA?
yada2yeah2 : GUESS WHAT
yada2yeah2 : GUESS WHAT
nyekers : ANO NGA!
yada2yeah2 : hulaan mo nga eh
nyekers : MAY BOYFRIEND KA NA...
yada2yeah2 : opo
nyekers : weh???

wahaha.. yes people, of all the people you least expect to have a boyfriend.. hello k-anne? haha...

oh well, things change.. haha.. funny,.. hindi ko parin naabsorb.=)

I wrote this down while making "tambay" at my sister's office.

There are those times when you just have to stop, stop and think of everything that has happened in your life. And today is one of them. Flashbacks come over me as some of the most "significant events pass through my mind. And then I realized that there are a lot things I should be grateful for. Those little things that are usually taken forgranted.

Here's the list of what I can recall:
1. My Family
2. My Friends
3. my best friend (in a league of her own, naks!)
4. my very makulit nephews, Marlou, Joko, Batoy
5. Those inside jokes
6. The wonderful thing called Chickenjoy
7. Another wonderful thing: Chocnut
8. Late night tv
9. DVD player = Movie Marathon
10. Those rare bonding sessions with my siblings
11. Those so called “inspirations”
12. Those really corny jokes you just can’t stop laughing at.
13. The beautiful sunset (or “sunshine” kung kay sarah!)
14. The with clouds
15. The blue sky
16. Those oh-so-uber-good chocolate chip oatmeal cookies my sister bakes!
17. Those chocolate chip hotcakes!
18. Muffins!

Yun nalang ang naalala ko.

BALIW DAW AKO?

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Low
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
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woke up today with two messages from somebody(!), scared me to hell, because of the possibilities those two messages implied. dialed the phone and realized it was not the sort of shit i imagined. BUT IT WAS S***! diba sarah?! ...
spent almost the whole day, DOING NOTHING, well except ironing(yep!) my sister's clothes (naks!.. may kapalit dapat un) tapos went to her apartment tonight or should i say last night(?) to bring her stuff.

ooohh.... long time no (real) post. aw shit... all that unrecorded memories that play in my mind. shit. labo.. hehehe...

it's freaking 1:32 in the morning and i can't sleep. Why? coz, i'm thinking of a lot of things. My family, friends, self, my education(!), my relationships, my health, my life, my worth and everything else.

these two months are my so-called transition stage... heck, college na talga ako. I can't believe it. Aalis na ko.. kailan ko to na feel? last nyt(morning na!) when I helped in my sister's moving sa new apartment nya. Such fear in me. It came to me when my mom said that next time we do this it'll be for my dorm. Then it hit me. Can I actually do it. Can I move away? Inaykopow. Hayoko na atang mag-aral...

O yeah, by the way, there are alot of disbelievers out there. no wonder this world's going crazy and hell is breaking loose.

well at least there are things(or people, :D) that can still take my mind off these things.

may isang umaga na tayo'y magsasama
haya at halina sa alapaap --> HAYA AT HALINA... FRIENDS NI ATE.... KILALA KASI SILA NI ELY! COOL...

WALALANG.. TRIP KO LANG I-POST.

aaaaaaah.. 3 weeks left.. oh no... :(

hay nako after a looong time of not posting because katamaran kicked in I am finally posting... ang dami ko pang stories na hindi nasasabi.... where to start?

well since hindi ko pa nakwewento yung day na pumunta kaming wave which was like 2 days before the bagaberde thing I will kwento that...

since it was kuya robi's birthday the day before we (ate teena and sybil, mika soon followed) went to wave to surprise kuya robi.... we came from galle and after that we headed for strata 2000. we had cake, balloons (yes cutie balloons) and the bear the akakada gave (which by the way is a very cute bear na parang scrubber ng katawan yung fur niya... hehe)so upon arriving we were assigned to bring one thing.. I brought the balloons (natural favorite ko yung eh...) sybil the cake and ate teena the gifts....when we were about to enter sybil forgot to put a candle on the cake.. so we had to find someone who had a lighter lucky for us a construction worker there had a lighter.. we entered and kuya robi was very surprised.. nag say niya grebe... he gave us KFC and it was very surprising that mika did not know who Colonel Sanders was... naphtha then when kuya robi's shift was about to end leslie and her friends came.. the helped out in the "clean or green portion". Sybil and mika left kasi and peachy came pero was there like mga 10 seconds... as I say "hit and Run" say... taps i had to stay for pam’s shift because my mom was taking too long.. pam was even telling me not to attend practice anymore (bad influence...nyhahaha) so BASSically yun na yun....

recent events:

i found out recently na hindi na pala ako nagtry-out... officially team na ako.. nag sign na ako nang contract.. shet iba na to varsity na ako... woohoo!!!!!! so kung friend kita watch my first game ah...

another recent event is that mayNAKABANGGA saakin... hindi ako yung nagbangga ... siya yung nakabangga saakin.. it was a god thing that my mom was with me kasi kung hindi i would have cried the entire time.. it was my first time to encounter an accident with me behind the wheel.. im telling you it’s not a braggable experience... I was stopped because this bus in front of me stopped to let our some passengers then about 4 seconds later BAG!!!! I was hit from behind by a pregio van… my first thing I said was “it’s not my fault diba?” I was soo scared kasi nga kakakuha ko lang ng license ko tas biglang ganito.. I was in the brink of tears.. good thing my mom was there.. she took care of everything.. God was in control of the situation.. to think na I couldn’t have done this by myself.. I would have cried in my car until my dad came.. I really thank God for keeping all of us safe.. my mom said to me that accidents do happen…. Card can be fixed and replaced anytime but peoples lives don’t… I should be thankful that I am still alive today… nyahaha alam ko parang feeling niyo oa pero its how I feel… well right now im traumatized by the accident.. I can drive now but is easily freaked when a car comes tooo near me… I dunno this will pass soon…

ay oo nga pala may concert ang akafellas sa July ang mahal ng ticket pero I will watch for sure.. sana nga lang yung bass 2 nila si ….. hehehe bias ko talaga…

i have new withdrawal symptoms.. (sarah! hindi siya!) ewan ko.. basta.. i have new withdrawal symptoms.. of what or who i still don't know.... nyahaha...

guys, can you actually feel it? the schoolyear's near na.. it's raining (men?! *ehem*)na eh.. walalang..

haha.. sorry... medyo.. turtle mode ako today.. umuulan eh.. tapos.. haaaaaaaay.. nyehehehehehe...

peace.. ang corny ng post ko.. maybe i'll post something better...
maybe ha.. maybe...

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i dont agree with this one though.....

such booness......

sarah?!parang mali ata to eh. si S*****MAN na lang kaya? nyahahaha...


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ang cute niya.. sana hindi siya gay!!!! :)

basta... eto theme song ko for today.. nyahahah... di ko lam kung bakit.. try explaining.

kanta ko to today... =p

ALAPAAP BY ERASERHEADS

may isang umaga na tayo'y magsasama
haya at halina sa alapaap
o anong sarap
hanggang sa dulo ng mundo
hanggang maubos ang ubo
hanggang gumulong ang luha
hanggang mahulog ang tala
masdan mo ang aking mata
di mo ba nakikita
ako ngayo'y lumilipad at nasa langit na
gusto mo ba'ng sumama?
hindi mo na kailangan ang
magtago't mahiya
hindi mo na kailangan ang
humanap ng iba
kalimutan na muna
ang lahat ng problema
huminga ka ng malalim at tayo'y lalarga na
handa na ba'ng gumala?
ang daming bawal sa mundo
sinasakal nila tayo
buksan ang puso at isipan
paliparin ang kamalayan
masdan mo ang aking mata
di mo ba nakikita
ako ngayo'y lumilipad at nasa alapaap na
gusto mo ba'ng sumama?
-tonga-

super late nito pero here are some of the lyrics of the sonbgs we all di for lost in translation... sa EB pa to....
SERENADE (HARANA)

the tree is heaven of the stars
(Puno ang langit ng bituin)
And the breeze at freezing point
(At kay lamig pa ng hangin)
With your first glance I am getting psychotic, my love
(Sa 'yong tingin ako'y nababaliw, giliw)
And in this very song of mine, I hope you like it
(At sa awitin kong ito, sana'y maibigan mo)
I will pour my whole cardiovascular system
(Ibubuhos ko ang buong puso ko)
In this microscopic serenade just for you...
(Sa isang munting harana, para sa yo...)

PALUIN MO AKO SANGGOL ULIT!!!! (BABY ONE MORE TIME)

Ang kalungkutan ko ay nakamamatay
(My loneliness is killing me)
inaamin ko ang paniniwala na
(i must confess i still believe)
pag di ka kasama nababaliw ako
(when im not with with you i lose my mind)
pahingi ng senyas
(give me a sign)
paluin mo ko sanggol ulit
(hit me baby one more time)

MAID, YOU'RE SO GREAT (BONGGA KA DAY!)

maid youre so great, maid youre so cool
(bongga ka day, bongga ka day)
go on, go on
(cge lang cge lang)
raise youre eyebrow
(itaas ang kilay)

the day is finished of hunger and poor
(tapos na ang araw ng hirap at gutom)
lucky you, you got a rich man
(swerte kat nakahagip ng madato)
your hair is budgi, youre feet is gucci
(buhok mo 'y budgi,. talampakan gucci)
your dress is made by bitoy
(suot moy gawa ni bitoy)
did not come from eloy
(di nanggaling kay eloy)

MR. SUAV (MR. SUAVE)

I am Mr. Suave
(AKo si Mr. Suave)
Ooooh gosh!
(ooohh...Grabe)
Women chase me
(Habulin ng Babae)
Day or night...
(araw man o gabi)
Yes, I am Mr. Suave
(oo, ako si Mr. Suave)
Ooooh gosh!
(ooohh...Grabe)
I move like an animal
(hayop kung dumiskarte)
They've got nothing to say..
(wala silang masabi..)

Hey hey hey, hey hey hey (4x)
(hoy hoy hoy, hoy hoy hoy)

KINIS (Smooth)

At tulad ng dagat sa ilalim ng buwan
(and just like the ocean under the moon)
Katulad ng damdamin ko galing sa iyo
(well that's the same emotion that i get from you)
Sa iyo ang tunay na pag-ibig sobrang kinis
(you got the kind of loving that can be so smooth)
Bigay ang iyong puso, pakatunay
(gimme your heart, make it real)
Kung `di di bale nalang
(or else forget about it)

I actually miss my work at namfrel. I have been spending my spare time working our asses off... I have spent around 4 weeks in the namfrel secretariat. (hoy sarah) yung people dun miss ko, pero HINDI LAHAT! HAHA...

yesterday was the last day... and i miss my kuya! all my kuyas.. and my friends... and my very short lived... CRUSH HAHA.. okay lang.. may kapalit na agad yun.

ako din! ako din!

	Friend Bear You are everyone's ideal friend because you are sincere and genuinely kind. Sometimes you worry about your friends' problems so much, you forget about your own responsibilities, which can get you into trouble. For you, it's the little things that really count. You also happen to be the main driver of the Cloud Car. No speeding!
Take the Which Care Bear Are You? Quiz!

	Cheer Bear You're the Care Bear cheerleader! Your spunky personality and optimisim lifts everyone's spirit. Though you want everyone to be happy, you stand your ground on issues you feel strongly about and this can bring disunity among your friends. Despite this, you are a true believer in working together.
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it was fun reading sarah's post.

nakakatuwa kasi naapreciate yung ginagawa namin... diba? kaya masaya..

masaya din kasi wala nang secrets.. as in wala na.

AS IN, PROMISE KO YUN... HINDING HINDI NA ULIT ANG SECRET. LALO NA YUNG MGA IMPORTANTE.
(pwera nalang kung may surprise party ulit ako kay sarah... nyahahaha..)

came from namfrel today.. it was helluva-fun! kasi the fun thing was, we(ven, mariel, pia and myself) were much closer to our "kuya and ate's" than the other volunteers were. so even if there was a lot of work to do, there was constant kulitan and harutan because of the closeness.

yaheheh...SARAH! I NEED TO TALK TO YOU... I NEED YOUR OPINION... :P

tired but happy.... and yah... by the way.... i miss everybody.

the day i became soooo shocked....

haaay nako as you all know na the day started with a surprise party for me thrwon by my bestfriend and my mom...all my very good friends were there.. we had games and we had alot of chikahan.... later that day i attended basketball training for miriam which couldnt get any better... sa 2 days nang pagtraining ko.. eto yung the best ang galing ko.. basta akin na yun.. then it was off to bagaberde... but before that... i drove home from miriam with arlene.. ano arlene ang galing ba? nyahahaa

bagaberde time....

ok so i arrived at bagaberde at around 840... anne texted me and said that i was on the fellas guest list.. which was like a big whoa for me... so we went it and i found titodaddy, anne, mika and lucia there seated already... then there was this one girl who came up to me then i saw it was Sybil bastos talagal yun.. akala ko kasi hindi siya pupunta.. it was a very nice surprise... then she introduced my to andrea.. ( tama ba?) so i went in the band room because ate teena was there... then when i entered the fellas started singing for me "happy birthay" i was like whoa!!!!!! touched ako ng super...... as in.. pero sympre kilig dim... kasi kumanta din si.... then eto na malapit na yung gig.. ate tere came... she gave me a very cute gift... as in.. may pix pa.. hehe then here it is... gig time... they first sang beside you.. na wala namng clap.. such booness in the missingness of teh clap.. then another song and then when kuya robi said na this next song is for a special girl blah blah who celebrated her birthday yesterday (may 6) blah blah.. i was like ohhhhh myy..... then they did it they sang WALKING ON SUNSHINE!!!! i got so kilig!!!! as in... reuben, and kuya robi were even making me canchaw!!!! nakisali pa tong si red.. pati si karl!!! nyahaha.... pero grabe i was soo touched that they would do that for me..... and gosh my favorite song pa.. ahhh!!!!! then during bongga ka day in rogers part reuben and karl were making me again canchaw because roger was already singing his "hoy hoy hoy " part... yung dalawa talaga na yun pag nangalaska... whoa!!! hehehe.. after that kuya robi sang the maid youre so great in the end.. ang saya!!! basta that whole night was a big blast....hyper the whole night.. and when set 2 was already finished and the fellas were about to leave..paulo, kuya robi (well actually i greeted him), red, ikey, and even roger greeted me happy birthday... o my gosh!!!! as in... then reuben was last.. reuben is now mika and my SHITTY BOY!!!! yeah ba!!!

thanks to all the friends who came.. thanks also for all the gifts!!!! i loove you i loove you...

Thanks fellas for doing a great rendition of walking on sunshine ang singing it for me... i loove you all!!!!
thank you titodadddy!!!!! (basta you know that na)
Thanks ate teena!!! (ang ganda ng surprise mo!!!)
Thanks sybil for comin even if you had to go somewhere..,,
thanks anne... for makin it a memorable night
thanks ate tere.. for a great evening and a very funny one at that... :)
thanks mika for being there for me.... ewan lasing na ata ako sa tubig!!
thanks lucia for being there... your presence was a gift by itself.... ;)
thanks leslie for the laffy taffy.. ang sarap niya!!!
and thanks arlene...iksw ang lahat saakin!!!! yak!!! nyahahaha....

thank you all!!!!

mahal ko kayo (ala sandara)

naks.... bago na ang format ng blogger... way cool..

this is a loooooooooong delayed post. diba?!

anyway... finally happy that sarah's surprise birthday party went great and that none of us, slipped the little secret we all knew for two weeks. also finally happy that i can make a lot of kwento without thinking about the fact that i must watch what i will say that may give her a hint of what we were planning. really happy it went great.
sa sobrang excitement nung araw na yun, 6 am gising na ako! hello! SUCH EXCITEMENT IN ME! e i was to meet raizel at 10 am pa! hello arlene di ka rin naman excited.

WOAH... FOUND OUT SOMETHING... a real good secret.. grabe.. haaaaaaay nako... news of the century..(weh..) hindi natutuwa lang talaga ako sa mga tao...!?
nyak.

ISANG MALAKING KALOKOHAN KAPAG NANALO SI FPJ

got this in an email and it got me thinking...

"It's funny how we set qualifications for the right person to love while at
the back of our minds we know that the person we trully love will always be
an exception"
---Ally McBeal

If you love someone you say it... you say it right then, out loud... or the
moment just... passes you by.
---MY BEST FRIEND'S WEDDING




haha...

one of the best days of my life.....
turns out i have a surprise party waiting for me in avenetos in libis.. i woke up today at around 9 to "go shopping with my mom" so we went to her dress maker first them to bog r where i bought two shirts.. cute shirts at that... then we went to avenetos because as my mom says we have to buy gift cheques there.. lo and behold i saw my friends there at the bank... i thought to myself " ah gigimik to kumuha ng pera" so we went up to avenetos to "visit my mom" and when i went there i saw all my friends.. i was really shocked!!! i really had no idea... i was rea;ly touched that they came and theyt celebrated my birthday with me.... we ate and make kwentos here and there and they even had a small p[resentation for me.. it was soo funny... grabe it really is fun having alot of friends.. all the while i thought all m y friends forgot my birthday.. ack!!! it was really an experience i would never forget..

thank you to all my friends who came......Arlene, Arlyn, Sam, Gelai, Val, Majell, Camille, Jonna, Ria, Ninja, Arlene p., Kat-kat, Jean, Jia, Sybil,Raizel, Anne (if ever may namiss ako.. sorry and thanks!!!)

guys.. thanks talaga!!!!! alabshues!!!!

arlene, salamat...

im surely walking on sunshine and im telling you it feels good!!!!

happy birthday titodaddy!!!!!

thanks for the very cute card.. it made me laugh so much!!!! mwah!!!

yeah.. pissed off to the max.

naman kasi.. i was telling my brother a while ago, "pagalitan mo na ako, saktan mo na ko kung kasalanan ko, pero p******a, wag mo kong sumbatan kung 'di ko kasalanan!". No, I am not angry at my brother, heck I am angry at my mom. Naman no. Magalit ba naman sa min... WALA NGA KAMING KASALANAN EH.... i can't believe i am saying this: "thanks to aj's reasoning, i am a bit calmer now.

here's what happened

scenario:
AJ: WATCHING HARRY POTTER WITH A REALLY LOUD SOUNDS...(naman, It's a movie..)
ME: SURFING THE NET
MOM: ARRIVES HOME, in a bad mood.

Why? because it took us long (daw!) to open the door. Sure, we didn't hear her knock (point taken)... and she had to honk the the trike just to make us hear her... gets?
then she comes in the house, getting angry at us because AJ and I FOUGHT (DAW!) ABOUT WHO
WILL OPEN THE DOOR! SHIT... we did not utter a single word.
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay....

wala na kong gana ikwento... may nalaman ako... shit...

on the verge of tears... and trying to keep them there.

HAPPY birthday kuya robi!!!!!
mwah!!! thanks for the new friendship!!!! ;)

hay nako so many thing to kwento so little time.. ill start of with bagaberde....

so nung day na yun i had my last day sa milo.. pumunta ako shang ng mga 8 dahil sabi ni lucia na 8 nandon na siya pagdating ko dun nasan si lucia.. taytay.. nyahaha so ang ginawa ko naglibot libot muna ako dun... which is fine by me kasi naman noh ang saya ng shang.. anyway then i met up with sila ate teena, peachy and ate aileen sa national.. we ate at the food court before going to bagaberde...

eto na bagaberde time.. nung dumating kami pumunta kami sa bandrooom which by the way upon entering ang naisip ko kagad is spider man reuben.... pero thats not the kwento... tambay muna before the gig dunsa bandroom.. i heard them practicing its over now by 112... i really like that song i was glad na they did a rendition of that... tas ayun an gig time na... bassically gnito yun.. ang nagcheer for them kumbaga yung katumbas ng leader ako na yun.. sisigaw ako susunod ang ibang tao... nyahaa....they sang walking on sunshine it made my day... then balik sa bandroom where lucia celebrated her 17th birthday dahil naabutan siya ng 12....

i went shopping today....yeyness,.,,

sybs, remember the store youy said the simple joys.. i went there kanina and gosh bumili8 ako ng necklace na cute.. i looove that store.. and i got some new shirts and yun bassically yun na yun... today ii bought alot of girly stuff... and actually about 10 ago i just came from teh parlor and i had a protien whatever for my hair and my hair now is 2x softer than before.. nayahaha.....this day is a girly day for me

my birthday is coming up.. yeah beybeh!!! yung makakapunta punta kayo yung hindi.. such saddness in me.....

and landi ko na!!!!!!!!

feel ko lang magpost...

sayang...

sarah! sana pala pumunta ako! what you did would've made my day..

nyehehe...

oist... may kailangan akong sabihin.. really important... un nalang...

panalo fedex...
happy happy... nyehehehe... secret kung bakit..
haaaaaay... excited super... ewan kung bakit..

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When I Met You
by: APO Hiking Society

I
There I was, an empty piece of a shell
Just minding my own world
Without even known, what love and life were all about
Then you came,
You've brought me out of the shell
You gave me the world to me, and before
I knew, there I was so inlove with you

Chorus
You gave me a reason for my being
And I love what I'm feeling
You gave me a meaning to my life
Yes, I've gone beyond existent
And it all began, when I met you

II
I love the touch of your hand
And when I look in your eyes, I just know
I know, I wanted something good
And I'm sure, my love for you will endure
Your love light up my world and take all my cares
Away where they've be part of me

(Repeat Chorus)

Bridge:
You taught me how to love
You showed me how tomorrow and today
My love, is different from the yesterday
I knew, you taught me to love
And darling, I will always cherish you!
Today, tomorrow and forever...

And I'm sure, our evening will come around
I know, we'll be making love, like never before
My love, who could asked for more

(Repeat Chorus)
When I met you...(When I met you)