Things may turn out exactly the opposite of how you planned it, and yes it sucks! But always bear in mind that life is not life if no shit happens Ü

nakakaiyak... NAKAKARELATE KASI AKO EH.

Hoobastank - The Reason

i'm not a perfect person, there are many things i wish i didn't do
but i continue learning. i never meant to do those things to you
and so i have to say before i go, that i just want you to know

i've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new, and the reason is you

i'm sorry that i hurt, its something i must live with everyday
and all the pain i put you through, i wish that i could take it all away
and be the one who catches your tears, thats why i need you to hear

i'm not a perfect person, i never meant to do those things to you
and so i hate to say before i go, that i just want you to know

i've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new, and the reason is you
i've found a reason to show a side of me you didn't know
a reason for all that i do, and that reason is you

o... bagong crush.. ANO BAYAN ARLENE!

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah... boredom sucks.. real bad! BUTI PA SI SARAH MAY GAGAWIN... WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH... ako wala.. stuck sa bahay...
pero aalis naman ako sa SATURDAY AND SUNDAY.. o divah?

hehe.. saturday? eastwood kasama sina kris, gn., sherry,clicia (kung papayagan sila) tsaka si carl.. yikeee, kriss..... SA SUNDAY? e di ung kay sybil...

B-O-R-I-N-G...B-O-R-I-N-G...B-O-R-I-N-G...B-O-R-I-N-G...B-O-R-I-N-G...

pero in fairness masaya pag kebs ka lang! tama ba? hehe

rock on \m/

ay oo nga pala eto katangahan... ang akal ko yung birthday ni lisberth ngayon.. so kahapon papetiks petiks lang ako.. buti na;ang kinausap ko si anne at tamang tama nasa debut siya ni lizbeth..... sabi niya kahapon ng yung debut.. laking katangahan noh.. what if pumunta ako sa debut today? such...

sorry ng malupet lizbeth...mahal kita....

today was an ordianry day in the life of sarah..

i saw ange today.. my friend in best which i am so glad to see because it is her birthday today..
happy birthday ange....

mag bebest na ko sa thursday so i have something to do this summer.....

nasa final 12 si George Huff and si John Peter Lewis... my two boys sa American Idol.. yeah beybeh....

ang dami kong kinain buong araw.. time to eat some more.. hehe joks lang.....

after reading arlene's post.. napagisip isip ko na.....ang lalim hindi ko mapreocess kagad

pero infairness....

today... boring.. first day as a bum and what did i do? watch tv the whole day.. it feels so nice to not do anything.. not worry about anything.. not think about anything..


this is the life.....

o yes.. it's definitely over. it's the end, finito... FIN.. but what exactly is over.

di naman yung love ng lahat para sa isa't isa, hindi rin naman ung pagkakaibigan, hindi rin naman yung pagiging isang pamilya... E ANO NGA BANG WALA NA? Ang nawala lang naman ay ang sinasabing "physical prensence"o ang mga pagsasama...
Pero hahayaan ko ba na masira ang lahat ng pinagtibay ko dahil ako ay nakakalayo sa inyo? Hindi siguro. Para sa akin isa lamang tong pagsubok, isang pagsubok kung saan ang tanging kalalabasan ay isang mas matibay na pagkakaibigan na pinatatag ng mga pasakit at paghihirap.. AY SUS!

ay ang saya.. basta ma-gets nyo sana.. AYUN LANG PO.. as of now..

salamat sa lahat.. mahal ko kayo...

peace out... you rock \m/... rock on

hay nako..gising pa ko.. ang daming festiviteies dito sa bahay....

anyway Graduwyet na ko.........

hindi ako umiyak dahil bato ako.. nyahaha..hindi ko nga alam eh kung bakit hindi ako um iyak..... weird... hmmm.... dunno.... hindi ko nga alam kung bakit hindi ako normal na tao eh.. baka dahil... sa dami ng beses ko nang umiyak sa buong school year na toh sabi ni God break muna...

ONE LOVE...........salamat sa lahat........

yuck... eyebags.

oh happy days... HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY.... I'm supposed to be happy... I want to be HAPPY! Unless of course the bittersweet feelings overcome me... [arlene, reserve this for tomorrow.. please?]

BASTA HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY! luv u all.

hay naok this duy is such a very patience testing day.. gets ba? buong araw talaga puro nags nalang ang maririning mo... nakakainis pero you really have to be patient.. ako dinadaaan ko nalang sa mga hirit yung mga kainisan ko... ewan ko ba?

tas ngayon parang nafefeel ko na there is something some one is not telling me... i dunno alam mo yung feeling na yun? yung parang shindi makapali yung loob mo dahil alam mo na may isagn tao na may tinatago sayo... nakakatakot. ewan ko.. tas feeling ko may tao din na galit sakin.. hay nako.. ewan ko ba... parang ang saya saya ko pero yung surrounding ko pala hindi masaya....basta........

grabe ang hassle ng day na toh.. natulog ako.. ang saya.. nagalit si ms olalde.. yikes.... pero ndi naman ako appektado.. who cares... hay nako..

ang init ngayon... SERYOSO... AYOKO NA.... WAWIS...!!!! EEKK.. ah basta... mamaya ulit.

anyway... tong part na to. sinulat ko ng 9:30 pm.. woah... ang "aga" pa. drama session... ayoko na talaga.. mamimiss ko lahat ng tao... haaaaaaaaaay...

today was not a really good day. HELLO! i have this bad feeling that I'm drifting away from my friend. Miss ko na nga siya eh. haaaaaaaay. Hopefully, feeling lang. Ayoko na. Sana nga... Nakakalungkot, kung kailan pa aalis na saka nangyari... Pero, nothing's confirmed yet... And hopefully it won't. Haay...

ang sakit ng katawan ko... s*** Gosh... Hello...

Ang drama ko sa section.. sobra... MAHAL ko sila... Anong gagawin ko? Alangan naman na hayaan ko na ganto nalang... HAY.

ths is is the most hottest day of teh year.. ang init talaga.. para nang heck!!!!! hay nako....

and then i realize, in a few days. my life will be forever different. a big jump that will take me somewhere. an unfamiliar somewhere. an unexplored territory. am i scared? no i am not. apprehensive? probably. anxious?hell ya.

to tell you frankly, i can't stand the thought of going away. Even if it's just 5 days a week. i'd have to leave everything. And I'm telling you, IT'S NOT EASY. Many people ask me if I'm ready to move away, I usually answer yes. Talaga lang Arlene!

Pero bahala na... Kakayanin ko ang dapat kong kayanin. Lahat ng problema may paraan.
sabi nga nila: Pag gusto may paraan. Pag-ayaw may dahilan.
isa lang ang alam ko..

I AM HAPPY WITH THE PEOPLE I LOVE.(hehe, gayagaya)

im so proud of this....

grabe ang hirap ng madaming ginagawa.. anyway ang sarap matulog pag inaantok...

gosh.. just got home from freaking aero! gago yung instructor na yun! uber mapipiga na ung shirt ko! ay shit. haha... pero okay lang, at least naubos na yung hyper-mode ko... haaaaaaaaaay... LAPIT NA GRAD... yesssssss, iyakan session.. yesssssssssss.... haha..

anyway, today was a tiring day. why? hello? aero session.. grabe... parang makakapatay ng tao kung humagis yung hands nung instructor. sware!

haaaaaaaaay, may na-discover ako kanina,
AS IN YUNG TIPONG DISCOVER NA SCARY... YUNG MAIIBA YUNG TINGIN MO SA ISANG TAO. grabe... scary... di ko lang alam kung ma-i-share ko na yun.. kasi hanggang ngayon di ko parin naabsorb... grabe....
anyway, whatever happens.... HAPPY PARIN AKO!

this is a very boring day.. but i got teh pix i took nung aa gig pa....la lang....

grabe yesterday.. super nawindang ako kay papa duncan ng southborder.. such hotness in one guy.. kakaiba talaga as in.. i saw them perform for the first time yesterday (ang kulit) sa shang street scape... ang saya...

eto kwento.. shopping kami kahapon.. late dumating si mar... gutom na gutom na kami na sa point na parang makakain na namin yung isat isa.. anyway kumain kami sa sticks.. basata japanese siya na ang sarap nung food pero after namin kumain parang ( suka..... throw up, barf) alam mo yun? basta ang saya mag shopping.. pero no.. kasi wala akong hilig dun..

anywayz after nun nakisabay na ako kay ate teena.. i saw her cute little doggie.... ang saya sa bahay ni ate teena.. parang ang sarap tumira dun...tas yun na nga.. nasa shang na kami.. nakita namin dun si ate hogi.. tas nag bonding sesion na.. ang saya...

akafellas
finally nakita ko na si roger and they sang pa WALKING ON SUNSHINE
kakaiba na toh....

i saw tony toni.. he still remembers me.. cool and he also still remembers the AKAphlegmaz.. pinakilala nga niya kami kay little joey as the AKAPhlegmaz eh... yeah beybeh!!!

southborder
and saya...

Akakada
daming friends......

batch outing
masaya ang sarap makipagbonding sa a** ni sybs and kay cabo....

pictures galore.....

lets all walk on sunshine

haha.. just got home from the batch outing! hell, twas great... bonding moments for everybody!(nyay!) ang saya magpaka "ubas" sa swimming pool.. super uber cool! hehe... grabe... pagod but happy, saya.... haaaaaaaaaay nako, kaso nga lang, naiingit pa ko kasi SI TONYTONI nakita nina sarah, e ikwento ko ba naman sakin! grabe.... hwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! yey...

in fairness miss ko ate ko... weh! haha... ang saya.. BUT I REALLY HAVE TO SAY THAT THE MOST FUN PART WAS THE BUS TRIP...
serioso, ibang klase, mamimiss ko mga classmates ko...

one love rocks.

grabe ang saya ng commissioning today.. pictures galore.. anywa basta im happy today cause i have made my peace with sir uy.. ok na.. pasado naman daw eh so ok lang... basta...

shang bukas= ROGER!!!!!!!!!!!!

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.... I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOO TIRED... haha... HELLO ARLENE? eh wala nga tayong ginawa eh. that's the reason! haha.. sheez... my eyes are giving in, sware! haha.. anyway...
in fairness ang saya ng comissioning! ay sus. may bago akong bracelet FROM MIZ M! yeah! lalang, dagdag sa collection... cool.

happy ako... di ko lang alam kung bakit. haha.... basta...

ALAM KO, SWERTE KO! cool.... seryoso! i feel so lucky, and happy! sobra! basta...

KANTA TAYO...

happy (shalala!)
it's so nice to be happy.

un lang.

naks naks.. YES NAMAN.. MAY SCHOOL NA..happy happy na tayo. LIBRE NAMAN DYAN.. NYAY! ay grabe... mali ung oras dun sa baba. 2:15 na ng umaga. MARCH 18! labo. my nephew woke me up... grabe... he was crying (waaaaaaaah!) coz he was hungry pala! ayun, pinagkanaw ko pa ng gatas.. AT DAHIL DI AKO MAKATULOG.... KAYA ONLYN MUNA

may swimming party daw sa March 28. pauso ata ni sir ruel! kasama ko! waha! zweemeeng.. cool..labo..

grabe ang ganda talaga ng blog natin.. ang galing ni anne....

anyway today super wala lang kasi walang kwenta actually meron pala...

basta....all i want to say is that .........

may school na ko!!!!!!

iba na toh...

shocking of the shockness... haha.. ANG GALING NI ANNE! HEHE... nice.. (uy! may future nah... yikeee... nyek) anyh0w.... depression sucks. real bad, sware!teka lang.... tooot-toooot-tooot and more tooooooooooooooooooooots. [ehem, mura un.. ayyyy..]may tanong ako.. bkit mahirap magmahal? alam nyo sagot ko diyan???? MAHIRAP MAGMAHAL KASI KAPAG NAGMAHAL KA, MAARI KANG MASAKTAN... at pag nasaktan ka, magpapaka-martir ka pa! and if you're asking where the hell, i got this thought, the answer is... DI KO RIN ALAM.. trip ko lang sabihin.. hello? it's true naman eh. s*** anyway...

EXCUSE ME LANG... AKO MAUUNA??? MAS MARAMI KA KAYANG BOYLET!Ü

yey! excited na ME (ano?) for my summer job... hopefully i can get into ISTARBAKS, hehe... i really need the friggin money.. coz i'm friggin poor. haha... so hopefully i can save enough money for college.. KASI PAG COLLEGE MARAMING GIMIK.. este gastos. haha!... tapos.. un lang..

yeyness.. ang ganda na ng blog namin thanks to anne!!!!! yipee!!!!

honk that nose anne!!!!!

oi si arlene hamaharurot na...

MAUUNA KASI

hehe.... joks joks joks

akasars is kilig.. and is still walking on sunshine

hwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah... TONI TONY PARIN.. gosh! he still knows me... he knows my name! ay ang babaw. coolness... haha..

ewan ko.. HIGH PA KO! SHIT... uy, bad word.. haha.. coolness.... obvious bang high pa ko?

aY SUS.. in fairness

VERY APPROACHABLE ANG AKAFELLAS..... pero wala akong crush... BAKA MAY MAAGAWA AKO EH... JOKE..

PARA SA AKAPLEGHMAZ:

grabe na itetch.. dehins ko na mareach ang kasikatan nyo guys! haha.. galeng.

yun lang..

I TENK YOU BOW.

grabe.. zenith feel the beat at its peak.. wow....

great things:
1) i was one of the co-hosts...
2) we got to open the akafellas and were good at it.. haha....
3) ang sarap ng food namin....which was sponsored by my mom....
4) naaalala pa ko ng mga fellas.....
5) i gave my myke to paulo nav adn medyo natawa siya kasi medyo lang puro laway yung myke niya...
5) the akaphlegmaz had their first ever picture with the akafellas
6) i got to have a picture with robi...
7) i got to nsign autographs for people their in the concert (feeling star)
8) i am happy i am eith teh people i love...
9) there was no gay guy to interrupt our hapiness with the guys...

wala lang... just so happy but i am also sad....

ROGER WASNT THERE!!!!!!


akasars is sad...... but is walking on sunshine

tama ka... pinaiyak ka nga ni sir uy.. hayaan mo na yun.. isang test lang un...

grabe! TONYTONI! HEHE.. crush ko na ata un.. medjo. haha... i asked pa for autographs! hehe.. i'm watching the grudge two tomorroW! excited na ko! haha...

shit, isang malaking nakakapagod tong araw na to! swaRE.

oonga pala KUDOS TO THE AKAPLEGHMAZ! (NAKS.)

grabe today was a very.....

sad day because the algebra and trigonometry tests were soi F***ing hard talaga.. and si sir uy made me cry pa...

and eto pa yun eh.. hindi makakapunta si Roger tom@!!!!!! such booness.....haay.. sad...

happy day because the AKAphlegmaz had their rehearsals on stage and we are going to interact with the AKAfellas during teh performance...

grabe super sandali nalng ang tapos na ang lahat ng aking paghihirap! yes... at sanadali nalang LEGACY na!!!!! yessssss!!!!!!!1 la lang.. I LOVE TriGO!!!!!!!i love trigo!!!!!!

DRAMA SESSION. coolest.
my last days in school (highschool) are counted. hello. feeling ko andami ko pang di ginagawa... di schoolwork noh... more of neglected people. gets? parang kailangan ko na ng closure sa lahat ng nangyari sa buhay ko sa assumption antipolo. ang hirap bumitaw. pero hindi dahil sa ma-mi-miss mo ung school, kasi mamimiss mo ung mga tao. yung mga taong nakaantig sa puso mo. nakatulong sa buhay mo... MGA TAONG NAKA-APEKTO SA BUHAY MO. pero hindi ko sila makakalimutan. kaya sana kayo rin.

minsan nga iniisip ko kung paano ako ulit magsisimula. kasi lahat tayo mag sisimula. nakakatakot pero totoo. di ba kayo natatakot? ako oo. masaya kasi challenge. natatakot ako kasi baka hindi na bumalik sa dati yung iniwan ko. ayokong lumayo sa mga mahal ko sa buhay. kaya ung mga taong "iiwanan" ko, (kasi lalayo ako) tandaan nyo.. 1 YEAR LANG YON. iisipin ko nalang na lang na "Reshuffled" ang klase natin.. NA-RESHUFFLE KASAMA NG BUONG PILIPINAS. haha. oonga haha, pero hindi ako talaga ko natutuwa.

kaya sa mga babasa nito.. (ilan kayo.. tatlo?) tandaan nyo... salamat kasi naging bahagi kayo ng buhay ko.

BATA para sa yo to.
kung di dahil sa yo, baka wala na ko sa mundong to... tandaan mo sana na, isa sa mga dahilan (sa totoo lang, isa sa mga PINAKA DAHILAN) kung bakit andito pa ko ay ikaw. ayaw kitang iwanan, ayokong maging pabigat sa mga kaibigan ko..... kaya nga kahit gustuhin ko man na hindi lumayo sa yo sa darating na panahon, kailangan eh. tulungan mo nalang sana kong maka-adjust. kasi mahirap talaga eh... ung sinabi mo na sana wag na ko doon, mahirap pakinggan, kasi kahit ano pang gusto ko na pumunta doon, ang hirap kasi iiwan ko lahat kayo. eto nalang pinapangako ko. dahil lingguhan ang uwi ko, pagkatapos kong mag-aral para sa school, AALIS TAYO... o maski papaano, susubukan nating umalis, at pag-may gagawin ka... tatawag ako sa bahay nyo, para lang kamustahin ka.

pagkatandaan mo na kahit anong mangyari.... ALAM MO NA YUN.... thanks alot.

oi... hanapin nyo crush ko!

hehe...

in fairness... it was kinda fun to study in school today.. saya! promise.. ang gulo pero promise may natutunan ako.. hehe,,, BUKAS ULIT. anyway... today was a tiring day! physically, di noh! mentally OO.. NAKNAMPOO.. OO.. haha...


thoughts of the day
>the coolest of the cool.
>ang kyut ng invader zim
>pati na rin si SPONGEBOB
>SI mark herrras na rin
> got my UP letter..
> ngayong lang nag-sink in na pumasa ako..
> physics sucks... owS? joke lang.. luv ko yan
> havta arrange a SURPRISE PARTY
> sino kaya invited
> paano kaya ako sa dorm
> gutom na ko!

grabe super todo to the max.. kilig factor.. grabe ang saya nung podium gig.. kasi naman ang ganda nung mga songs na perform nila tas basta.. ang saya super kilig moment nung nag pix kami ni roger na dalawa... ang saya talaga... shet.. klig factor to the max yun.. tas medyo may nagawa akong masama.. basta alam na ni sybs yun (sorry sybs :) ).. basta.. haaay.. roger forever!!!!!

unfornately.... wlalang.. si sybil kasi.. INGGITIN pa ba ko na nakita nya si wes! hello! haha.. and she was telling me how cute he was! hello! i would not have have a crush on him if he was not cute(hehe... sourgraping hayaan nyo na ako.. ha!) blog ko hayaan mo.. basahin mo blog ko.. nagpaparinig ako.. obvious... basahin.... haha!

AYOKO NA! AYAW MA - POST NITO! LECHE! hehe

crush ko o! hayaan nyo na ko... hehe.
pic ng crush ko

so anyway.. yesss... this is very complicated.. HAYAAN NYO.. GAGANDA DIN TO! (OWS)
hah... SAN MIGUEL WON! AND YES.. DANNY SEIGLE IS DEFINITELY BACK! (ehem...ehem) OKAY BA TO?

chikito rocks...

ang hitap pala nitong blogger na toh.. complicado...

grabe makikita ko si roger bukas... ahhhhh... hinga.. hinga... ahhh....such yeyness in me........;)

haha... talaga naman o.. sikat na kayo... SO... how was the gig? yikeeeeeee, hopefully you guys enjoyed your gig! cool...

anyhoo... i'm stuck sa house... with nothing to do. (except my computer project) i'm going to my friend's house though! (tara, sibat tayong lahat kay na kris hehe...)hopefully, we get to do something... tv marathon nalang... magpapaka-couch potato kami. 'lam ko na... i'm going to watch the pba games (on tv) with her, tapos we're going to eat potato chips with matching dip! hehe.. coolness. as of now ung lang... nyek!

chikito rocks

haha... talaga naman o.. sikat na kayo... SO... how was the gig? yikeeeeeee, hopefully you guys enjoyed your gig! cool...

anyhoo... i'm stuck sa house... with nothing to do. (except my computer project) i'm going to my friend's house though! (tara, sibat tayong lahat kay na kris hehe...)hopefully, we get to do something... tv marathon nalang... magpapaka-couch potato kami. 'lam ko na... i'm going to watch the pba games (on tv) with her, tapos we're going to eat potato chips with matching dip! hehe.. coolness. as of now ung lang... nyek!

chikito rocks

hay grabe.. today i had a very very hectic yet fun filled day. kasi naman the AKaphlegmaz are making a name na for themselves... ang saya.. kanina we had our pictorials and our rehearsals with our ehem, vocal coach ms etty. ang saya.. la lang...

this belongs to us!!! kami na yon noh! lalang.. bored eh


ang pangit namin! haha

chikito rocks.